What has happened to me?
I used to be so strong.
I used to be able to be strong for everyone else, too.
Now i can't do anything.
I cant even do my homework.
I don't even know what it is.
The drugs?
The lack of drugs?
The weather?
Or maybe i'm just too rotten to support my own frame.
My smiles dont even feel like me anymore. Not the me that i feel, anyway.
They're that distant happy person i can see vaguely in this creatures shadow.
I don't want to be here anymore, tbh.